November 2011
Urgh
No no no no no
My life currently consists of being cold apparently
:(
Sleep can only give you so much
Afterwards
A lovely drive, motorway fun and smoky hair.
Night
I got used to things being dull.
I can’t focus.
Like, getting something you’ve wanted for ages and realising it’s not what you want at all. Maybe you just wanted to want something, something to aim for. But you get it and it’s wrong.
It’s in your head. You can’t ever have the future, you can only think about it.
Don’t like being in the present.
Frustrating